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How My Chemical Romance Saved My LifeHow My Chemical Romance Saved My Life by kawaii-oekaki-chan
And that was that, I guess The pills weren't working, and so there wasn't anything left to do except put that big old kitchen knife to her throat. Or fly off the top of that big bank building downtown. Or take then entire bottle of those lovely little pills that were supposed to make everything better.
I slunk across the floor of the house, silent at three in the morning, and unmoving under the silver moonlight except for me, trudging along with the bottle of pills in my hands. I laughed a little at the irony.
These pills this medication was supposed to make my life brighter and take away the depression and pain. They hadn't done their job, so they were being commissioned by me to perform one final fling. A contract kill that'd relieve the pain permanently. Seemed about right, to end a futile life that I was tired of living. I'm a fish in a barrel anyways; waiting to be picked out by the stronger,
The OpinionsThe scar of an unformed heart imprinted on the inside of her wombThe Opinions by RosaryOfSighsx
like a tattoo
scattered beats fingernailing tallys underneath the bone cage of her jailer ribs
as handcuffs police chopstick wrists to her kidneys, the weight of stone
boulders dragged to the floor of her pelvis.
cells aren't baby f(o)eet(us).
& they're forcing her into shackles -
so she's bleeding iron as red as the rust
that manacles her ankles when she menstruates.
Society would preach ownership of her calendar
so many mouths, so many tongues, so many palms, so many preachers trespassing
their beliefs and psalms onto her body
beating the truncheons of their business over the curves of her hips and the
gentle slide of a perfect, angelic
every which way
with no breadcrumbs left to follow, as they restrict her from
Voices loud above
so many cells forming cords
choking a would-be mother to death with pro-life promises
while she tri
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