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How My Chemical Romance Saved My LifeHow My Chemical Romance Saved My Life by kawaii-oekaki-chan
And that was that, I guess The pills weren't working, and so there wasn't anything left to do except put that big old kitchen knife to her throat. Or fly off the top of that big bank building downtown. Or take then entire bottle of those lovely little pills that were supposed to make everything better.
I slunk across the floor of the house, silent at three in the morning, and unmoving under the silver moonlight except for me, trudging along with the bottle of pills in my hands. I laughed a little at the irony.
These pills this medication was supposed to make my life brighter and take away the depression and pain. They hadn't done their job, so they were being commissioned by me to perform one final fling. A contract kill that'd relieve the pain permanently. Seemed about right, to end a futile life that I was tired of living. I'm a fish in a barrel anyways; waiting to be picked out by the stronger,
Sleeping BeautyI began to pick at my flaws,Sleeping Beauty by Joise300
blinding allowing the bandit we referred to
as beauty whisk me away from sleep.
I craved every breathless night
and adored windless storms inside of me.
I allow it to rip me apart.
Drown me in its lies with the promise of
love and satisfaction it could keep.
I became sleepless.
My wrist became canvas.
My thoughts were wondrous,
but my body feels weak.
Maybe tonight beauty will let me sleep.
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